New start.... new decade...

I have now been on this planet for in three decades, two centuries, and scarily enough between two millenia. I still haven't got a clue as to what almost anything is.

Two thousand and ten... quite ominous sounding. I hope it is a good year. Nothing can be as challenging as the last year. I am still not back to normal, I am still living as someone else inside me but I feel less aware of this otherness.

I have never wanted to be 'normal' more so than ever. But with normality comes dullness.

Unfold me, I am small and needy, warm me up and breathe me. Ouch I have lost myself again.